Description:i like to call this my RAGE PAGE! i was sooo freaking last night for a smoke i thought i was gonna have to hurt someone....
as some know a lot of my thoguhts come together when i go have a smoke when i scrap....its like honestly i cant scrap without smokes..i know i suck but whateve* yes still bitter on day 2*
anyway i was mad at the world last night and i didnt have smokes and i wanted to scrap (felt like i was sittin there wasting time and he was watchin some war thing on the dang history channel- like that didnt irratiate my already cranky butt)
so i said screw this...i came and put my headset on and CRANKED the tunes and grabbed grabbed grabbed...i didnt care what it looked like...lol look at my white "doodles" on edge lol..i was so mad doin them too * picture me doin that with jaw tensed and ticked off* lol yah thats me!
journalling is;
I am in such a zone right now. Like I feel I could bust a cap!
Today, Steve decides to go on the patch. ok! Without telling me! So I have not had a bloody smoke ALL day!
I'm so
cranky!
(then the bits here and there are....)
Maybe I'm just a craving cartoon?
I want a smoke!!
I don't want to settle down! I just want my smoke!
Smoking is my
comfort (on twill)
so bite me!
anyway i did feel better after i vented that page out...gotta love cheap theorpy!
